was i just another fucking mistake?
something you clicked on by accident,
but couldn’t erase? another time trying,
to spend more time dying. oh please,
don’t sell me that three word line again.
you’ve never loved a thing. i didn’t think
that i could change you; i just didn’t know
that you were broken. if i could trade
every moment i’ve every had with you-
i wouldn’t. i’d just exchange them for
a token remembrance of your past
affection. it’s all i ever got.
and i’m sorry i wasn’t perfect. i guess
everything we had was as superficial
as the hands you couldn’t keep off me
in your passenger’s seat. i’m sorry
i wanted more than that.
i’d like to smash the look
right out of your eyes.